Look into using Trenbolone with Anavar. I think you'll appreciate them together. Do the Trenbolone for 7 weeks and do the anavar to last 4 weeks of the cycle.
12 lbs down after 6 weeks is a hell of an accomplishment. That fasted cardio definitely is paying off for you. You found something that works and now you can execute. @Andy-Just-Gyms
Van seems like he's very happy with his life. I like the point he makes that a lot of people out there are unhappy. They should make some changes and not be afraid to do something a little different.
Your Log is amazing and you did a great job on this podcast. It just shows that if you put your mind to it, you can accomplish whatever you want. That's definitely what we like to see.